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Nothin' In My Eyes

by Radiator Hospital

I found a way to make you love me. My words flow like blood through your body. No I'm not alright, don't stay here tonight. You are beautiful, but I still want to die. Ride my bike past the graveyard. I'm not going home until after dark. I want to believe, but nothing's as it seems. How can I love you if I hate me? I found a way to make you love me.
Hearts Apart 02:15
I've been thinkin' a lot, how I held you in my heart, and I whipped you back and forth. Thinkin' of you there, with your hair curled up just right, you didn't need me that night. Dancin' in the moonlight I can almost feel you breathin down my neck as we move along. You are not my love. I am not the boy you want. Oh how we tear our hearts apart. But there's still a trigger in the back of my head, it goes off everytime you walk by. Take me to your place, I want to meet your cat and dog, I want to make them heed my call. I have been reborn, I have felt all kinds of love, but I'm afraid that I might fall. There's still a trigger in the back of my head, it goes off every time you walk by.
One Breath 02:34
Tell me what you're thinkin' of, cuz I know how you feel in your heart. You think I'm all that you want, but I don't even know who you are. Your knees shake next to mine, but our hearts beat out of time. We are just fools in your backyard, we are brave from the night, from our love. You could be all I have searched for, but i don't even know who you are. And I try not to let myself down, but I let you hang around. Kiss me like we're gonna die, let your hips sway side to side. Your knees shake next to mine but our hearts beat out of time. Will our hearts ever beat in time?
I can't see the ground from here, the fog it blinds my eyes and you disappear. Your face, your eyes, I die, I fall apart. I'm afraid that you'll be stuck in my heart tonight. Why can't I be happy on my own? I feel you in every muscle, every bone. Do we love, or hold on out of fear? cuz I can't see the ground from here tonight.
City Lights 02:05
I can't recall the night, or how you wore your hair, or if we were in love, or how that love began, but the lights outside your window shine right into my eyes, and for a moment I knew this town knew all my lies.
My dad lost his job at the radio station but he still loves rock 'n' roll. My mom lost her job when she got cancer, but she still loves hard work, she still loves people. Tyler lost his job at the pizza shop, he still loves eating pizza. I don't mind this world sometimes, no I don't mind this world. All alone on a warm summer night I'm reminded why I don't want to die. Yeah it's dad and mom and Tyler. It's the feeling that night when we kissed one another. It's Winter and Spring and Fall and Summer. It's me and you, yeah it's especially you.
Punk rock baby on a cold Winter night, no one can stop you now. Do your hair up right and wait for him now, I can't imagine how you could ever fall in love, when he treats you like you're any other girl. As your dress falls to the floor, he looks at you like he never has before. You'll feel alright for a little while. If you feel like cryin' when you wake up in his arms tonight, at least you felt anything at all.
Grab the keys. Get in the car. Not too slow baby, I don't want to be gone too long. We'll drive all morning, to the trailer on the lake. I promise not to swim too far if you promise to hold my hand. Your cousin Tony smokes like a chimney, she is a very tough girl, but I think she starting to like me. Fire burns bright, the Myth of America. Until the smoke gets in our eyes, I swear I'll love you. We've got nothing but time. we've got our whole lives. I don't mid if we don't leave tonight. I've had a few too many and I'm in no shape to drive. We'll sleep on the sofa, hold on tight. Until the sun gets in our eyes I swear I'll love you.
I think I'm fallin' in love with you, I've been lookin' all over you I've been lookin' for a sign. The way you pick on me makes me think that you're in, but are you playin' hard to get? Do you even think about it? I guess that's the problem. I know I'm drivin' you crazy, I can't tell if I want you as much as you want me. I have felt this way before, I've been in love I'm not sure I liked it. It's that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach. I guess that's the problem. So tell me you love me, make me feel like everything that I've been dreaming is real. I don't really know if you feel the same, but I've been lookin' at you this way. I might be going crazy, I might be losing my mind, but I have never felt the way that I do when I look into your eyes. I don't want this back. Please don't break my heart. If you want my love, it's yours, but you must do your part. I know I'm fallin' in love with you, I've been lookin' all over you I've been lookin' for a sign. And this love is infinite, it is the moon and sun and stars and sky, it's the gleaming in the back of my eye. I guess that's the problem.
My Place 02:01
Incept Date 01:31
What do you want? Do you know what you're looking for? Where you been? Kiss me again! Oh how our memories disappear like tears in rain, oh how I wanted you to say, "Put you're hands on me!" Make me feel like I'm more human than human. You said now that you're this close to my love, can you turn back if you have no heart? It's a shame we won't live, but then again who does? Oh how I long for your touch. Can you feel my heart beating? Can I feel yours when I pull you close? Have you ever felt like you're falling in love with something in this stupid world?


Recorded to tape in my apartment Aug/Sept 2011. All songs written by me except "Nostalgic For Nothing" which is a J CHURCH song and "My Place" which is an ADVERTS song. All sounds by me except for "Jose Chung's 'From Outer Space'" featuring Ms. Jes Kramer. Originally released in a run of 50 tapes via Lafayette Records (lafayetterecs.com). Cover art by Issue Press (issue-press.com). Back cover art (tape only) by Mr. Ryan Brady (ryanbradyillustration.blogspot.com).


released October 31, 2011


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